She thought about 6:45 a.m. and 11:30 p.m. and the difference between those two times. She closed the file and looked out her office window at the tarmac below where a ground crew was moving equipment around a parked aircraft in the particular choreography of early afternoon operations. She watched them for a while. She noticed in a way she hadn't quite before that she didn't know most of their names. She picked up her phone and called her assistant.
I need Caleb Rowan's personal contact information, she said. Home address if we have it. Miss Whitmore, he's been terminated. We may not be authorized to find it, she said. Well, she drove herself, which she rarely did.
She didn't tell anyone where she was going. The address was a residential street on the west side of the city. Modest houses on modest lots. A few older trees that had dropped their leaves weeks ago and left the branches bare against the early evening sky. The kind of neighborhood where people had lived for a long time and knew which driveways to avoid in winter because they iced up badly.
She parked in front of the house and sat in the car longer than she intended. She had prepared on the drive over what she was going to say. A version of herself that was controlled and strategic had drafted the opening. She would acknowledge the error. She would reference the report.
She would offer to reinstate him at a higher grade with a salary adjustment. It was clean. It was professional. It was the way she handled problems. She got out of the car.
The truck was in the driveway, the same one she'd registered in his employee file under vehicle information for parking permits. She could hear faintly something metallic. She walked up the driveway and around to where the truck's hood was raised, and Caleb Rowan was underneath it with a socket wrench and a work light clamped to the engine compartment. At the edge of the driveway, on an overturned plastic crate that served as a makeshift chair, a small girl was doing homework. She had her father's dark coloring and a pair of braids that sat slightly uneven on either side of her head.
She looked up at Sloan with the frank curiosity of a child who hasn't yet learned to disguise it. "Hi," the girl said. "Hi," Sloan said. Caleb heard the voice and came out from under the hood. He looked at Sloan for a moment without speaking.
He had changed out of his workclo. There was still a line of grease along the back of one hand that soap hadn't gotten completely. Miss Whitmore," he said. He didn't seem surprised exactly. He didn't seem pleased either.
He looked at her the way a person looks at something they were expecting eventually, but had hoped would take longer to arrive. "I read the report," Sloan said. "Okay, the full report and your employment file." She looked at him. "All 18 years of it, something passed through his expression. Not satisfaction, not vindication, more like tiredness, like a man who'd known what was in that file for a very long time and hadn't needed anyone else to read it to understand what it meant.
Okay, he said again. I want to offer you your position back, Sloan said. Full reinstatement with a great adjustment. And no, Caleb said the word came out before she finished the sentence. Not with heat, just flat and certain.
Sloan stopped. This was not how it went when she offered things. "Mr. Rowan, Caleb," she blinked. "Caleb, I understand you're angry. I'm not angry about the firing," he said.
He leaned against the side of the truck and crossed his arms over his chest and looked at her steadily. "The firing I can work around. I've got options. I had options before today." He glanced at Mia, who was watching them both with open interest and not even pretending to write in her notebook. He looked back at Sloan.
I'm angry because you stood in front of 40 people and laughed at me and it took you maybe 3 seconds to do it. 3 seconds. You didn't ask me one question. Not one. And I know you're smart enough to look at a man on the floor with tools in his hands and hydraulic fluid on his arms and think maybe I should find out why.
But you didn't do that. No, Sloan said. I didn't. So why didn't you? The question landed between them in the cold air.
Sloan opened her mouth and understood immediately that there was no professional answer to give. No strategic framing, no explanation that didn't reduce to something she didn't want to say out loud. Caleb waited because it was easier, she finally said, "Because I was in a bad morning and you were an easy target and I had an audience." She could hear how it sounded and kept going anyway. And because somewhere in how I run things, I've decided that getting to a decision fast is the same as getting to the right decision. and those are not the same thing. He looked at her for a long moment.