He Rejected Every Bride His Grandmother Chose — Until He Discovered The Woman Hidden In The Library

He Rejected Every Bride His Grandmother Chose — Until He Discovered The Woman Hidden In The Library

Chapter 6

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"What do you want me to do?" he said about Mercer.

"Nothing," she said.

"Miss Bennett, I..."

"Said nothing, Mr. Whitmore." Her voice was calm, but there was iron in it. "A woman who cannot manage other people's bad opinions is a woman who cannot manage anything. I did not come here for your protection, and I do not need you to fight a battle. I'm perfectly capable of deciding whether or not to fight myself." She looked at him. "Do you understand what I'm saying to you?"

I did. He understood it completely. He also understood that no one had ever said anything quite like that to him in this room or possibly in this house. "Yes," he said.

"Good." She picked up her pen. "The library will be finished in approximately four more weeks. The Mercer family can think what they like for four more weeks. I intend to do the work I came here to do."

He sat there for a moment. Then he said, "I'd like to help." She looked up. "With the library," he clarified. "There are a number of my grandfather's papers in here I haven't reviewed in years. Some of them may be relevant to your cataloging. I could," he paused. "I could be useful."

Eleanor Bennett looked at him with that direct assessing gaze that he was beginning to understand was simply how she looked at things she was deciding the worth of. "Can you sit still for long periods of time without needing to be entertained?" she asked.

He almost almost smiled. "I manage a 300 acre estate. I sit through an extraordinary number of very long conversations about soil drainage."

"All right," she said. "You can stay, but I work in quiet."

"I prefer quiet," he said.

She looked back at her books. "Then we'll get along fine."

He came back the next day and the day after that, not for the whole of each day. The estate did not run itself, but for an hour in the afternoon, sometimes two. He sat at the far end of the table with his grandfather's papers, sorting through them the way she had shown him, setting aside anything she had flagged as significant, and leaving the rest in the proper piles. They worked mostly in silence, but it was not the silence of two strangers enduring proximity. It was the silence of two people who had each separately decided that the other one was acceptable company.

Occasionally, one of them would say something. "This survey document, it's dated 1789. Does that belong in the historical correspondence or the property records?"

"Property records. The correspondence pile is for personal letters only."

"Your grandfather wrote a great deal. He wrote to everyone. He thought letters were how civilization held itself together." A pause. "I wasn't wrong."

"No," Nathaniel said. "He wasn't."

Short exchanges, practical, but something was accumulating in them. The way things accumulate when two people keep showing up in the same room for the same purpose and eventually stop pretending the only thing in the room is the work.

On the second afternoon of their working together, Eleanor said without looking up. "How old were you when you took over the estate?"

"26."

"That's young."

"My father died suddenly. There wasn't a choice about the timing."

She was quiet for a moment. "Did you want it? The estate, I mean, at 26."

The question surprised him, not because it was impolite. It wasn't, but because no one had ever asked him that. In eight years of managing the Whitmore estate, not one person had asked whether he had wanted it.

"I don't know," he said honestly. "I knew it was mine. I knew I could do it. I don't think I ever asked myself whether I wanted it."

She looked up at that. Looked at him with that steady assessing quality. "That sounds lonely," she said.

He met her eyes. "It was."

She held his gaze for a moment, then went back to her work. She didn't press further. She didn't try to fix it or soften it or redirect the conversation towards something more comfortable. She just said, "I imagine so" quietly. And let the truth of it sit in the room without embarrassment. That was when Nathaniel Whitmore understood for the first time that he was in some amount of trouble.

Samuel saw it before anyone else named it. He saw it in the particular way Nathaniel walked toward the house in the afternoons. The slight change in pace that happened somewhere around the kitchen garden as if something inside him was recalibrating. He saw it in the way Nathaniel stopped making his usual evening comments about the estate's problems. Not because the problems had stopped, but because his attention was running somewhere else. Samuel did not say anything. Not yet. He was watching and waiting and trying to determine whether this was the thing he had been hoping for since his brother came back from the war and started building fences around himself or whether it was going to break on some obstacle he couldn't see yet.

Margaret knew. Of course, Margaret knew. She always knew. She said nothing either, which was the loudest thing she did.

What Samuel had not anticipated was Eleanor. He found her alone in the library one morning when Nathaniel had gone out early with the foreman and he stood in the doorway long enough to watch her work and he thought about what Mrs. Patton had said. "That's not what a woman on the make looks like" and he thought she was right and he thought about something else too. He thought "This woman does not know what is happening or if she knows she hasn't decided what to do with the knowing yet."

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