Her Stepmother Burned Her Invitation to the Duke's Ball — By Midnight, He Was Knocking at Her Door

Her Stepmother Burned Her Invitation to the Duke's Ball — By Midnight, He Was Knocking at Her Door

Chapter 17

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Avalene opened the box with careful fingers and found inside a small locket, tarnished slightly with age, containing a miniature portrait of her mother on one side, and tucked behind it, a folded scrap of paper in her father's unmistakable hand: a brief letter written not long before his final voyage, expressing his hope that whatever man his daughter eventually chose to marry would recognize in her the same fierce, quiet strength her mother had possessed, and love her for it rather than in spite of it.

Tears rose before Avalene could stop them, blurring the careful ink of her father's handwriting. "Why didn't you give this to me sooner?"

Her stepmother's composure, so carefully maintained throughout the difficult months since the ball, finally cracked entirely.

"Because giving it to you would have meant admitting what I'd become," she said, her voice unsteady. "Your father trusted me to raise you as my own. And instead, I let my own grief and my own fear curdle into something cruel. I told myself I was protecting my daughters' prospects by diminishing yours. But the truth is, I was simply too weak to face my own failures as a mother, and it was easier to blame you for existing than to blame myself for how I treated you because of it."

It wasn't quite an apology—not in the full sense Avalene might once have hoped for—but it was closer to honesty than anything she'd heard from this woman in years, and she found, somewhat to her own surprise, that she didn't need it to be more than that. The locket sat warm in her palm, her mother's painted face gazing up at her with the same gentle expression Avalene barely remembered from childhood. And she understood that this moment—imperfect, overdue, but genuine—was its own kind of gift, one she chose to accept in the spirit it was offered.

"Thank you," she said simply, and fastened the locket around her neck, where it settled just above her heart.

Her stepmother nodded, blinking rapidly, and excused herself to take her seat before the ceremony began, leaving Avalene alone with Martha once more in the quiet chamber, the morning light growing steadily warmer through the windows as the hour of the wedding approached.

The chapel, when Avalene finally arrived, was smaller and simpler than anything the county's gossiping hostesses would have expected for a duke's wedding, filled with perhaps thirty guests rather than the hundreds such an occasion might typically draw.

Martha sat in the front pew, weeping openly and without apology, her nephew beside her, looking faintly bewildered at finding himself included among such distinguished company. Lord Harcourt, invited despite his earlier misgivings, sat somewhat further back, his expression unreadable, though Avalene noticed he inclined his head toward her with something that might have been genuine respect as she passed.

Her stepmother attended as well, seated near the back, her expression carrying none of its old sharpness—only a quiet, watchful hope that Avalene chose to interpret generously. Whatever bitterness remained in her seemed by then to have curdled into something closer to resignation than anger: the understanding, perhaps, that whatever power she'd once held over Avalene's life had been permanently and irrevocably broken the night she'd chosen to burn a piece of paper rather than simply hand it over, and that nothing remained now but to make what peace she could with the daughter she'd once tried so hard to diminish.

Rhys waited at the front of the chapel in simple, unornamented dress, forgoing the elaborate ceremonial finery his position might have called for in favor of something closer to the plain gentleman's attire he'd worn on that very first Thursday visit to the garden, as though wanting to meet her even now as simply himself rather than as his title.

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