She Pretended to Be Uneducated for 10 Years to Avoid Marriage — Until the Duke Found Out

Chapter 5

Reader Theme:
Font Size:
24px

"For several days," he said, "I have been told Lady Eloise knows little, notices little, and understands even less than any lady should here present." 

Her uncle gave a short laugh, relieved, thinking the Duke had finally joined the long, comfortable cruelty of everyone else who had misjudged her openly. 

Eloise did not breathe. She knew a cliff when she stood upon one, and Lucian had brought the whole room there with only words today. 

"But the wrong boundary was corrected by her," Lucian continued before any gentleman noticed the error in the map before us or its cost today. "The tenant road was spared because she remembered mud, bridges, and wagons that others discussed only from clean boots while sitting at tables like this. And last night, I heard her play the pianoforte with a mastery no neglected education could accidentally produce even after many silent years of denial." 

The room turned toward Eloise as if every candle had swung from its branch to burn only her face and expose her at last completely. She felt eighteen again, praised and cornered, then twenty, pitied and free, then twenty-eight, suddenly visible and terrified before men discussing her future again. 

Her uncle's mouth opened first. "You mean she deceived us?" he demanded, more offended by embarrassment than by ten wasted years of her life alone. 

The old instinct rose. Apologize. Look foolish. Let them forgive the harmless woman and bury the real one again before anyone could judge her properly. But Lucian's gaze met hers, steady and calm, asking nothing except that she not abandon herself now when truth had finally arrived beside her openly. 

Eloise stood. Her knees trembled beneath the gray gown, yet her voice, when it came, did not betray the fear inside her to them anymore. "Yes," she said. "I deceived society. I deceived this house. I let everyone believe I was less than I am for ten deliberate years openly." 

The confession should have crushed her. Instead, with every word, the false woman she had carried seemed to loosen its grip on her throat slowly. "I did it because proposals followed every accomplishment, and no one ever asked whether I wanted the life being arranged around me without mercy then." 

Her uncle stared as though desire itself were improper when spoken by a woman who had once pretended to possess none for his comfort alone. 

Eloise lifted her chin. "I will not apologize for protecting my freedom. I regret only believing I had to disappear in order to keep it." 

Mr. Bell looked down. Her uncle looked away. Lucian, however, looked as though he had just witnessed a coronation instead of a scandal there. 

"Then hear me plainly," Lucian said, and the authority in his voice quieted even the crackling fire and every troubled breath inside the library, too. "Society's greatest mistake was believing accomplishments define a woman while overlooking the character required to survive without their applause for so many years and whispers. Lady Eloise's music did not impress me half so much as the strength it took to give admiration up and choose herself instead when alone." 

Eloise could not look at him then. Tenderness was more perilous than scorn because it made a heart step forward before the mind consented completely. 

Lucian turned to her uncle. "The agreement stands. Your estate will be relieved with the tenant protections Lady Eloise advised and I accepted gladly today." 

Her uncle's relief was immediate, almost indecent. Yet Eloise noticed Lucian had not finished. His eyes had returned to her with another question waiting silently. 

"There is one further request," he said. "Not a bargain. Not an arrangement between men. A question for Lady Eloise alone to answer or refuse." 

The room changed. Her uncle straightened. Mr. Bell froze. Eloise felt the old trap setting its teeth around hope before it could breathe freely again. Lucian saw it. Before anyone spoke, he raised one hand, not commanding her, but stopping the world from answering first as it always had before. 

"I ask permission to court you," he said, "only if courtship does not become another performance forced upon you by rank or expectation or gratitude." 

Eloise's breath broke. No gentleman had ever offered affection while placing freedom in her hands before his own desire or his family name could claim it. 

"I will never ask you to become the accomplished lady society expects," Lucian said. "Nor the harmless one it accepted when it failed you completely. If you accept me, it must be as Lady Eloise Armitage exactly as you choose to be today, tomorrow, and every day after that freely." 

The promise entered her slowly. It did not erase fear. It gave fear a door and showed her she could leave whenever she needed to. Eloise looked at the agreement, the room, the man who had seen her without trying to own what he found hidden beneath ten years of silence. For ten years, invisibility had protected her. But protection was not the same as living, and she knew that now as surely as sunrise came. 

"Then you may court me," she said, "provided you remember I am not a prize to win or a jewel to display for society ever." 

Lucian bowed, and this time, when Eloise lifted her eyes, she was neither pretending nor hiding from anyone at last. She was simply chosen free.

News in the same category

News Post

She Pretended to Be Uneducated for 10 Years to Avoid Marriage — Until the Duke Found Out

5 Part