The Duke Ignored His Gentle Wife for Years — Until Her Farewell Letter Shattered His World

Chapter 2

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He broke the wax seal. He expected a list of domestic grievances, a note about a sick horse, a reminder of an impending visit from her dreary aunt. He unfolded the paper.

"Arthur, I am gone. I have taken the carriage to the station and will be staying with my sister in Bath for the foreseeable future. Please do not send anyone to fetch me. I am not leaving because I am angry. Anger requires a fire I no longer possess.

I am leaving because I am disappearing. I have spent eight years fading into the wallpaper of this house and you have not noticed. You are a decent man, Arthur. You provide, you protect, and you adhere strictly to your duty. But you do not know me.

You do not want to know me. You wanted a ghost to keep your house in order and I can no longer play the part. I leave you the silence you love so much. May it keep you warm. Beatrice."

Arthur read the letter. Then he read it again. He didn't move. He didn't breathe. His brain, so accustomed to logical deduction, to debates and ledgers and practicalities, simply stalled. I am gone.

He looked up. The room was empty. The shadows flickered against the walls. "Bates!"

Arthur barked. The sound of his own voice was startlingly loud, harsh, and ugly in the refined space. His valet appeared in the doorway almost instantly. The man looked pale.

"Where is she?" Arthur demanded, thrusting the letter forward. "When did she leave?"

"Tuesday afternoon, Your Grace, shortly after you departed for London."

Arthur stared at him. "Tuesday? It is Friday. Why was I not sent for? Why was a rider not dispatched to my club?"

Bates looked at the floor. "Her Grace gave explicit instructions, sir. She said you were not to be disturbed with domestic trivialities while Parliament was in session. She said you would prefer to read her note upon your scheduled return."

The words hit Arthur like a physical blow. Domestic trivialities. That was how she viewed her own departure. That was how she assumed he would view it.

"Get out," Arthur whispered.

Bates vanished, closing the door softly behind him. Arthur sank heavily into his leather chair. The paper in his hand felt like lead. He looked at the ink.

It was slightly smudged near the bottom, right over the word warm. A teardrop, or just a careless slip of the hand. He didn't know. He realized with a sudden, sickening jolt that he didn't know how she held a pen.

He stood up abruptly, knocking his chair backward. It crashed onto the carpet. He ignored it. He walked out of his study and began to climb the stairs. He moved slowly at first, then faster, taking the steps two at a time until he reached the East Wing, her wing. He opened the door to her bedroom.

It was immaculate. The bed was made tightly. The curtains were drawn. It smelled faintly of lavender soap and cold air. Arthur walked to her dressing table.

It was stripped bare of her silver brushes. He opened her jewelry box. It was full. The emerald pendant, the diamond earrings he had purchased in Paris, the sapphire brooch. She had left every single piece of value he had ever given her.

He opened her wardrobe. The silk dresses in crimson and deep blue were still there. The heavy velvets, the expensive furs. Gone were her simple wool day dresses, her sturdy boots.

She had taken nothing but what she fundamentally needed to survive. Arthur stumbled back, sitting on the edge of her mattress. The sheer violence of the absence was suffocating.

He reached out, his hand brushing against a small leather-bound book left on the nightstand. He picked it up. It was a household ledger. He opened it expecting lists of linens and pantry inventory. It was a ledger, but in the margins, written in tiny, cramped pencil, were dates and notes.

"October 4th. Wore the blue dress. He did not look up from his soup. Fourteen words spoken today. November 12th.

I asked his opinion on the garden redesign. He said, 'Do as you please.' I think he forgot my name for a moment. It rained all afternoon. January 9th.

I was ill. I stayed in bed for two days. He asked Bates where I was. He did not come upstairs."

Arthur felt his throat close. The air in the room vanished. He flipped through the pages, hundreds of entries, hundreds of days, a meticulously documented record of a woman starving to death in a banquet hall. He dropped the book. It hit the floor with a heavy thud.

He had thought they were happy. He had thought the quiet meant contentment. He had prided himself on being a modern, rational husband who did not subject his wife to the emotional volatility he had witnessed in his parents' marriage. He had given her wealth, a title, a home. He had given her absolutely nothing.

Arthur buried his face in his hands. The silence of the manor pressed against his eardrums, a physical weight. It wasn't peaceful anymore. It was deafening. It was a graveyard.

He sat there for hours, the cold seeping into his bones, the faint smell of lavender fading away. He was the Duke of Rothford. He commanded the respect of peers, the fear of his tenants, and the attention of the Crown. And he was utterly, completely alone.

Arthur did not sleep that weekend. He remained in his study, the fire dying in the grate, the ledger open on his desk. He read the margins until the graphite smudged beneath his thumb. He read until the words burned themselves into his retinas.

"December 1st. I dropped a plate in the hall. It shattered. He merely closed his study door."

By Monday morning, the Duke of Rothford was a different man. His cravat was improperly tied. His jaw was dark with stubble. When Bates entered with morning tea, Arthur did not look at the silver tray.

"Have the carriage readied," Arthur commanded. His voice was hoarse. "Pack my trunk for a week. We go to Bath."

Bates paused, the teapot hovering over a porcelain cup. "Yes, Your Grace. Shall I send word ahead?"

"No."

The journey south was miserable. The roads were thick with November mud. Cold rain lashed against the carriage windows, blurring the English countryside into a dreary smear of brown and gray. Arthur sat in the swaying cabin, staring at the opposite seat. He tried to construct a logical argument.

He was a man of Parliament. He drafted bills. He negotiated land disputes. He could negotiate a marriage. He would offer her a larger allowance.

He would hire a companion for her. He would agree to attend her social functions, perhaps once a month. But every time he rehearsed these concessions, the phantom weight of her ledger mocked him.

"He did not look up from his soup." You cannot negotiate with a ghost using copper coins. You have to give them blood.

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