She Loved the Duke Since Childhood — Until Forced to Serve at His Wedding

She Loved the Duke Since Childhood — Until Forced to Serve at His Wedding

Chapter 3

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"I esteem her."

"That is not an answer. Do you love Eleanor Hart?"

The Duke slams his hand on the desk. "What does it matter what I feel? Ashkam has three thousand souls dependent on it! If I do not marry thirty thousand pounds tomorrow, I must evict half the northern farms! My father's shame will be my people's starvation! Love is a luxury dukes cannot afford; my father taught me that!"

"Your father was wrong," Henry says softly. "And he left you a mess because he believed duty meant silence. Tell the truth. Ask for another way."

"I cannot ask Eleanor to be a duchess with no money, no settlement, nothing but a mortgaged estate and my name."

"Did you ever ask her what she wanted?"

Silence. The wooden robin in his drawer seems to burn.

Henry leaves a letter on the desk—a letter that arrived that afternoon, which the Duchess had intercepted, thinking to protect her son. It is from Mr. Whitby, a solicitor in Bath. The Duke opens it, reads, and reads again. His face changes.

Dawn brings mist over Ashkam Park. The church bells will ring at eleven.

Eleanor rises at five to help prepare the wedding breakfast. She wears her best gray dress. She is pale, composed, beautiful in the way grief makes people beautiful, stripped to essence. She intends to serve the breakfast, watch them leave for the church, and then slip away with her trunk while the house is empty: no scandal, no scene.

The Duke has not slept; he has been with Mr. Finch and the letter all night.

Mr. Whitby writes that Eleanor's late father, the vicar, had a brother—Eleanor's uncle—who died in Bristol, childless, and left his entire modest fortune of twelve thousand pounds in trust for his niece Eleanor Hart, to be released upon her marriage or her twenty-third birthday. Eleanor is twenty-two. The money has been sitting forgotten because the trustee could not find her after the vicarage changed hands. Whitby found her through the parish registry.

Twelve thousand pounds is not thirty thousand pounds, but combined with something else the Duke has found by actually looking at the ledgers his father told him never to question, it is enough.

Finch, under questioning, confesses he exaggerated the debts. The estate is not ruined; it is merely tight. Finch wanted the Vane marriage because Lord Vane promised him a lucrative stewardship of both estates. Finch has been skimming, and the Vane settlement would have covered his theft.

The Duke, for the first time in his adult life, acts like Thomas, not like a duke. He dismisses Finch on the spot.

He calls his mother: "Mother, did you know I loved her?"

"I did, Thomas. I thought I was helping you do your duty."

"My duty is to Ashkam, and Ashkam includes her."

He runs—not walks, runs—to the servants' hall. Eleanor is there, trunk by her feet, saying goodbye to Mrs. Agatha. He bursts in: a duke in wedding clothes, hair wild. Every servant freezes. A duke does not enter the servants' hall.

"Eleanor!"

She stares. "Your Grace, you should be at the church."

"I was on my way," he says, breathing hard. He looks at the trunk. "Were you going to leave without saying goodbye?"

"I left a letter," she whispers. "In the library, on the Virgil."

He pulls the wooden robin from his pocket—his robin—and holds it out. "I kept mine," he says, his voice breaking in front of everyone. "Did you think I forgot the swing? Did you think I forgot 'I'll marry you when I'm a duke'? I have never forgotten a single day. I just thought... I thought being a duke meant I could not keep that promise."

Tears spill freely down Eleanor's cheeks now. She does not wipe them. She holds out her robin: two birds side by side in his palm.

Lady Amelia appears in the doorway in her wedding veil, confused, the Duchess behind her. "Thomas, what is happening?"

Thomas turns to Amelia with infinite gentleness, with the honor that makes him a good duke. He takes her hands. "Amelia, you are good and dear, and you deserve a man who loves you as you should be loved, not a man who is marrying you to save his ledgers. I cannot marry you. I have loved this girl since I was eight years old, and I will love her until I die. To marry you while knowing that would be a lie before God. Can you forgive me?"

Silence settles, so deep you can hear the kitchen clock.

Amelia looks at Eleanor—really looks at her in her gray dress, trembling, robins in hand. Amelia is not a villain; she is a girl who also wants to be loved truly.

To everyone's shock, Amelia smiles, tears in her own eyes, and says, "Oh, thank heavens. I thought you would never say it! I have been in love with Captain James since May, and Papa wouldn't listen!"

A shocked laugh breaks through the hall; the tension shatters.

The Duchess, after a heartbeat, does something extraordinary: she curtsies to Eleanor. "Miss Hart, forgive an old woman who thought money was the only security."

We do not need a grand ball to vindicate her; we need something intimate and true.

One hour later, the church is empty of guests: the Vane family has departed with apologies and surprising relief; Finch is gone with constables. The village priest—the new vicar, who respected Eleanor's father—waits.

Eleanor stands in the church in her gray maid's dress: no veil, no pearls, just the robin in her pocket. Thomas stands in his wedding clothes, no longer a duke marrying for money, just Thomas.

The priest asks, "Thomas Ashkam, Duke of Ashkam, wilt thou have this woman?"

"I will," he says, looking only at her, his voice thick. "I have willed it since I was eight. Since the swing, Eleanor."

"I will," she whispers, laughing through tears. "You silly boy. You took sixteen years to ask me properly. I had to watch you invent all those excuses to talk to me this week—the book, the coal, the ribbon—when all you had to do was say what you said at six."

"I will spend the rest of my life making up for those sixteen years," he whispers.

They are married with Mrs. Agatha weeping loudly in the front pew, Lord Henry as witness, and two wooden robins resting on the altar.

Six months later, Ashkam is not ruined. With Eleanor's twelve thousand pounds, the recovered skimmed funds, and Thomas finally opening the estate books and farming sensibly with his tenants instead of over them, the estate thrives.

Eleanor does not become a grand duchess who forgets. She opens the old vicarage school again; she teaches the village girls Latin as she was taught.

And every evening, Thomas can be found behind the vicarage where the old swing still hangs. He pushes her; she squeals again; he kisses her mid-swing.

Some promises, kept long enough, finally come true.

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