I’ll Tolerate Her If I Must,” the Duke Laughed — By Winter, He Couldn’t Live Without Her ...

I’ll Tolerate Her If I Must,” the Duke Laughed — By Winter, He Couldn’t Live Without Her ...

Chapter 3

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For a long time, neither of them spoke.

The wind pushed softly against the windows. Somewhere in the house, one of the 17 clocks ticked out of time with all the others.

Finally, Alister spoke two quiet words, "My mother."

Cordelia did not push for more. She did not ask what happened, or when, or why the room had been left untouched for so long.

She simply nodded, letting the two words carry whatever weight they needed to carry, and reached over to take the wooden horse gently from his hands, setting it down between them like something that deserved to be handled with care.

Something shifted in that room that neither of them said aloud.

Alister looked at his wife sitting on a dusty nursery floor in her good dress, asking nothing of him, and felt something loosen in his chest that had been tight for years.

The next morning, for the first time since their wedding, he was the one waiting in the breakfast room with her tea already prepared exactly the way she liked it before she had even rung for it.

She raised an eyebrow, amused. "Careful, your grace. Someone might think you actually enjoy my company."

"An unfortunate accident," he said, though his voice carried no real denial, and the corner of his mouth betrayed him with the smallest smile.

They argued that morning about how to properly build a fire, both convinced they were right, both refusing to leave the hearth until the other admitted defeat. Neither of them left. The fire eventually caught anyway, warming a room that had been cold for far too long, and neither of them seemed to notice how long they had been sitting there together, arguing about nothing, unwilling to walk away.

The staff noticed. The staff always noticed first. Whispers in the kitchen turned into quiet smiles, servants exchanging knowing looks whenever the Duke lingered near his wife longer than necessary, whenever she laughed at something he said and he looked, just for a moment, like a man who had forgotten how heavy his own house used to feel.

Neither Alister nor Cordelia spoke of what was happening between them.

There were no declarations, no dramatic confessions, only small changes stacking quietly on top of each other. Morning tea, shared silences, an old wooden horse now sitting on a shelf in the study instead of gathering dust in a forgotten room.

Winter was coming fully now, and with it something neither of them had expected to find in a marriage that began with an insult across a signing table.

Word arrived in the coldest week of winter that Cordelia's father's shipping company had finally collapsed. Its ships seized, its investors gone, its debts far greater than anyone had realized.

The marriage that once existed to save a struggling Duke and a wealthy merchant's reputation no longer served any financial purpose at all.

Alister's solicitor arrived the following morning with papers that could dissolve the marriage cleanly, quietly, without scandal touching either family.

He laid them on the study desk and left without another word, as if delivering something ordinary rather than something that could end everything.

Alister stared at the papers for a long time.

Then he picked them up, walked to the fireplace, and dropped them into the flames.

He did not tell Cordelia what he had done.

Three days passed, three days of tea in the morning, and fires built together and quiet laughter in hallways, before she found the ashes herself while cleaning out the grate near her study.

Small burned corners of paper still bearing the faint outline of a seal she recognized instantly.

She did not ask him about it. She simply looked at him the way she had looked at the ink blot on their wedding contract all those months ago, as if she already understood exactly what he had chosen without needing him to explain it.

That evening, they sat together in the drawing room, the 17 clocks still showing 17 different times around them.

The fire crackling steadily between two chairs pulled closer together than either of them would have admitted was intentional.

"You could have let the papers go through," Cordelia said quietly. "No one would have blamed you, not with my father's business gone."

Alister looked at the fire rather than at her, though his voice was steady.

"I have stopped keeping track of the reasons this marriage began. I find I am far more interested in the reasons it should continue."

She studied him for a long moment, searching for the man who had once called her a necessary inconvenience across a signing table, and found she could no longer locate him anywhere in the room.

"The clocks," she said finally, nodding toward the mantel, "are you ever going to fix them?"

He almost smiled. I have decided against it. I find I no longer need to know what time it is, so long as I know which room you are in.

It was not the kind of declaration written in poetry or spoken in grand halls before an audience. It was quiet, almost clumsy, wrapped inside a joke about broken furniture, and it was exactly the kind of confession that suited them both.

Cordelia laughed then, the real laugh, the one that filled entire hallways and reached corners of the house that had been silent for years. And Alister found himself laughing with her. Two people who had once tolerated each other now entirely unable to imagine the house, or the winter, or any season at all, without the other one in it.

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