I used to believe that love could protect me from anything. That my husband, James, would always be there to catch me if I fell.

When he asked me to leave my career in finance to be a stay-at-home mom, he promised I'd never have to worry about anything. I loved him, so I agreed.

We had twin baby girls, Grace and Ella, who became our entire world.

And then, he died.

The call came on a gray afternoon. James had been rushing home from a business trip, eager to see us. The roads were slick, and his car skidded off the highway. The officer on the phone kept talking, saying things like instant impact and no suffering.

But all I heard was the sound of my own heartbeat thudding in my ears.

The days blurred. The funeral came and went. I clung to my daughters, to the last voicemail James had left me, replaying it just to hear his voice.

I thought losing him was the worst thing that could ever happen to me.

I was wrong.

I had spent hours at the cemetery after the funeral. I had just wanted a few more moments with my husband before I went back to reality.

Judith, my mother-in-law, had taken the girls home.

"We'll talk when you get back," she said. "I'll get the twins bathed and settled in."

When I returned home from the funeral, Judith was waiting for me.

She sat in the living room, her back straight, hands folded in her lap, staring at me with that same cold, calculated look she always had.

"This house belongs to me, April," she said. "I let James and you live here, but now, I'm taking it back."

My breath caught. I felt like someone had just pushed me.

"Judith, I..."

I thought I misheard her.

"What?"

She exhaled sharply, as if already bored of the conversation.

"James never changed the deed," she said. "I gave him the option after the twins were born, but he never followed through. So the house is still in my name. You can stay. But you'll sleep in the garage."

I stared at her, searching for a flicker of humanity. Some sign that she was speaking out in grief, that she would take it back any second now.

But she didn't.

She just sat there, waiting for me to break.

She wanted me to beg her. I knew she did.

I looked at my daughters, their big, innocent, and sleepy eyes watching me from the couch. They had already lost their father. I couldn't let them lose their home, too.

So, I agreed.

The garage smelled like oil and rust. At night, the cold crept through the thin camping mat and duvet I slept on. The cold seeped into my bones every night. When it got too unbearable, I curled up in the backseat of the car, my arms wrapped around myself for warmth.

I told myself it was temporary.

James had left money for us, but legal things took time. And I just had to be patient. Because until the lawyer finalized everything, I had nothing.

No job, no access to our accounts, nowhere to go.

And even if I had someone to call, I couldn't imagine saying the words out loud. The shame would have choked me.

I existed in silence. I only stepped into the house to cook and eat with the girls. To do their laundry and kiss them goodnight. I moved around my own home like a stranger.