The Duke's Twins Stopped Her Coach and Begged Her to Be Their Mother — the Duke Didn't Correct Them

Chapter 3

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"Then perhaps the name is earned."

He looked at the drawing and then at her. "Will you stay until Christmas?"

"That is the arrangement."

"Will you stay after Christmas?"

She did not answer that. She did not know the answer. She picked up the spare pencil from the table and said, "Show me where you are with your numbers."

He showed her. He was further along than she had expected, which she told him, and he accepted this with the gravity of a person who is not surprised by his own abilities but is glad to have them confirmed. Frederick woke at noon and came and stood in the doorway in his stockings, looking at her. She looked back, and then he came and climbed into the chair beside her as if he had decided the question.

They were serious people. She had not been wrong about that.

She did not see Mr. Whitmore until dinner, which was not dinner in the full sense but supper for the children at six and a cold plate set for her in the small dining room afterward. He came in while she was eating, still in his working coat, and sat across from her without preamble. "How did you find them?"

"Well," she said. "Edmund is ahead of where I would have expected. Frederick is quieter. He watches instead of asking. That is not a deficiency. It is a different kind of mind."

He looked at the table. "Their mother was not unkind," he said after a pause. "She was simply not suited to it. To them. I do not say this with anger. I say it because I want you to understand what they have been used to, which is capable adults who leave."

She looked at him directly. He looked back. His eyes were brown, she noticed again, darker than she had first thought.

"Mr. Whitmore," she said, "I will stay until Christmas."

"That is what was agreed."

"Yes."

He stood. "That is what was agreed."

He was at the door when she said, "Edmund told me Tempest does not bite. He said the name was your mistake."

The pause was a beat too long. "She threw me twice in the first week. I was optimistic."

"Did you keep her?"

"She is a very good horse. I am a bad judge of names."

He left. She sat with the cold plate for a while after, not eating it, thinking about the specific way a person explains a mistake when they are not in the habit of explaining themselves, the way it costs them. She had not meant to notice. She noticed anyway.

The weeks passed. She fell into the rhythm of the house with the ease of someone who has always preferred other people's rhythms to their own. Mornings with the boys, numbers and letters, and one long daily walk if the weather allowed it. Frederick, she learned, spoke very little but noticed everything, and when he did speak it was generally worth attending to.

Edmund asked questions at a rate that would have exhausted a person with less patience, and she answered them accurately, which he seemed to consider the correct approach to questions. She saw Mr. Whitmore at dinner, which became a regular thing, and in the library twice, and once in the stables when she had gone to look at Tempest and he was there already. He was not riding, just standing with his hand on the mare's neck in the particular way of a man who is thinking and needs something warm and patient to think against. Tempest had her head on his shoulder.

He did not move when Cesily came in. He only said, without turning around, "She will not bite."

"So I was told."

"Edmund has been talking about you."

"Edmund talks about everything."

"He says you do not laugh at his questions."

"His questions do not merit laughing at."

He turned. The mare kept her nose on his shoulder, and he let her. "Most people find a five-year-old's questions trying."

"Most people are not thinking carefully enough about five-year-old questions. They are often the most important kind."

He looked at her for a moment. Then he said, "Come and meet her properly."

She came. The mare was warm and smelled of hay and horse and the cold underneath, and she put her broad head against Cesily's shoulder with the pleased weight of an animal that has decided something.

"She does not do that with everyone," he said.

"No?"

"She did not do it with the last governess."

"Perhaps the last governess did not want her to."

He said nothing. But he watched the mare a moment longer, then looked at Cesily in the way she was beginning to recognize, the watching-carefully look, the look of a man who is always taking account of things and rarely says what he has decided.

She found the first secret kindness by accident. In the third week, Mrs. Price sent her to the estate ledger room for a figure she needed for the household accounts, and the ledger room at Carne Park was organized in a particular system that Cesily understood within four minutes of looking at it. She found the figure. She also found, in the same column, a series of entries made in a different hand quarterly going back three years, each payment modest, each made to a different recipient recorded only by location and a number, with no names.

She asked Mrs. Price that evening. Mrs. Price looked at her for a long moment with those sharp eyes. Then she sat down, which she rarely did in company.

"He asked me not to say who sent it," Mrs. Price said. "He asks that every time."

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