The Duke's Twins Stopped Her Coach and Begged Her to Be Their Mother — the Duke Didn't Correct Them

Chapter 5

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"What did she say?"

Cesily considered. "Nothing I am going to repeat."

He was quiet for a moment. He was standing by the fire, which was the only warm place in the library in November, and the light of it made his face look different. Older, tired.

"She is not a bad woman," he said. "She is a woman who has been told all her life that her value is her rank and her face, and she has believed it."

"I know women like that," Cesily said. "I am not angry with her."

"You are not angry?"

"No." She looked at the book she had been reading and set it down. "She is doing what she knows. I feel rather sorry for her, if I am being honest."

He looked at her for so long that the fire popped between them and neither of them moved. "You are a very unusual person," he said.

"I am ordinary."

"You are not."

She did not answer.

"Miss Vane." He stopped and tried again. "I want to ask you something."

"Then ask it."

"When you walked my sons off the bridge and paid the innkeeper's wife with money you could not easily spare... why?"

He was not, she thought, a man who found this kind of speech easy. He was working at it the way one works at a column that will not balance.

"Because they needed someone to."

"You did not know them."

"They were children on a bridge in the dark. Knowing them was not a condition."

"You could have told the coachman. You could have sent someone."

"I could have."

"Yes."

He said nothing.

"I would have done it for anyone," she said.

"I know," he said. "That is why I am asking."

She did not fully understand what he meant by that. She understood it later, but she looked at him across the library in the firelight and thought there was something this man was not telling her. There was a gap in what he said, the shape of a thing he had decided to keep. She was right. She did not know yet how right.

He came to her sitting room three days before Christmas. She was alone. The boys were with Mrs. Price, who was teaching them the annual ritual of the mince pies, which she had done every year of her tenure at Carne Park and which was not a task she shared with the uninitiated. The room was warm and smelled of cloves from downstairs, wood smoke, and the cold that came through the old window seams.

He knocked. He did not wait to be asked in, which she had learned was his habit. He stood inside the door and looked at her for a moment, then sat down uninvited in the chair across from her. He put his hat on his knee.

"My name is not Whitmore," he said.

She waited.

"My name is Gideon Carne. I am the Duke of Carne. This is my house. The title came to me four years ago, and I have been managing it badly in certain respects and well in others, and I am not asking you to have an opinion about either."

He stopped. His jaw was set. He was doing the thing she had watched him do in the stable with the mare, pressing against something solid to think.

"I gave the coachman's inn a false name because I wanted to see what you were. I had watched you on the road the day before. I had seen something I wanted to verify. I designed the bridge."

She said, "You put your sons on a bridge in the dark to verify what I was."

A pause. "Yes."

"They were frightened."

"I know."

It came out flat, the flatness of a man who had said this to himself so many times that the words were worn smooth.

"I did not think they would be," he said. "I was wrong. I have told Edmund that. Frederick does not hold grudges, which is a mercy I have not earned."

She looked at her hands on the ledger in her lap.

"I wanted to see what you did when you did not know anyone of rank was watching," he said. "Whether you were only kind when it cost you nothing. Whether you were only decent when someone might notice. You did not know I was there. You did not know who I was. You did what you did because it was the only thing to do, and that was all there was to it."

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