“I Married You Because You Were Ugly” — She Walked Away, and the Duke Chased Her to the Mountains

“I Married You Because You Were Ugly” — She Walked Away, and the Duke Chased Her to the Mountains

Chapter 10

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On the way back to the house, Reed stopped at the edge of the property and looked north toward Agnes Whitfield's rise. "She comes by here sometimes," he said. "Mornings. Checking on the fence situation." A pause. "You're here."

"I know."

"She'll know you're here by morning."

"I reckon she will," Nathaniel said.

Reed looked at him—something in his expression that might have been the very beginning of something like approval. "You talk like a man from the valley."

"I am a man from the valley."

"Yeah." Reed turned toward the house. "But you fixed eleven fence posts today and didn't quit. That's something." He went inside.

Nathaniel stood at the edge of the property in the last of the summer light and looked up at the darkening mountain above him. And he thought about the man he had been two weeks ago in the breakfast room of his estate, and he thought about the man who had driven eleven fence posts today and eaten bread and cold meat without comment. And he thought that the distance between those two men was less about circumstances and more about something he had not yet entirely located in himself.

He was looking for it. That was new.

The next morning, he was at the fence line again at sunup. And Evelyn came by on her morning walk at 7:00, the way Reed had said she would. She stopped at the edge of the property and looked at Nathaniel with a post driver in his hands and blisters on his palms and the careful, deliberate expression of a man learning something slowly.

She looked at him for a moment. She didn't say anything, but she didn't look away. And in the particular language of two people who have known each other long enough to read the things that don't get spoken, that meant something.

What it meant exactly, Nathaniel could not yet say. But he picked up the post driver and he kept working, because that was the only thing in this place, in this moment, that was going to mean anything at all.

He drove fence posts for three days before Evelyn spoke to him again beyond a morning nod. He didn't push it. He had arrived at Thomas Reed's property with two days of road on him and a lifetime of assuming that his presence in a situation was itself a form of action, and the mountains were quietly, efficiently correcting that assumption. Reed woke him before sunup. The work was physical and specific and unforgiving of inattention. At night, he was too tired to compose speeches, which was—he was beginning to understand—probably the point.

On the fourth morning, she stopped at the fence line instead of walking past it. She stood on her side of the property marker, Agnes's side—which was also, he was aware, a deliberate choice of positioning—and watched him work for a moment without speaking.

He kept working. He had learned from Reed that stopping to perform awareness of being watched was the kind of thing that told people more about you than you intended.

"Your grip is wrong," she said.

He paused, looked at his hands, looked at her. "Reed showed me," he said.

"Reed showed you how Reed does it. You've got longer arms. You'd get more force if you choked up on the handle."

He adjusted his grip. He drove the post. It went in cleaner than it had all morning. He straightened and looked at her. "Thank you," he said.

She nodded once. She looked at the line of posts he'd set. She was doing the thing she always did: taking in the whole of a situation with that quiet, cataloging attention that he had spent two years misidentifying as passivity.

"Reed's having you reset the whole north line," she said.

"Apparently."

"That's three weeks of work."

"I know."

She looked at him then, directly, the way she had at the schoolhouse door. "Are you planning to stay three weeks?"

"I'm planning to stay until I've done what I came to do," he said.

"And what is that, exactly?"

He set the post driver down. This was not a conversation to have with a tool in his hands—not because of ceremony, but because what he was about to say required that he not be doing anything else while he said it.

"I came to understand what I missed. I can't undo what I said. I know that. But I spent two years not seeing what was in front of me, and I'm... I'm trying to correct that. Here, where you are, because I think that's the only place I can actually do it."

She was quiet for a moment. "You can't learn who I am," she said, "by watching me from Reed's fence line."

"I know."

"So stop watching me from the fence line."

And she turned and walked back up toward Agnes's house.

He stood with the post driver and the morning sun and the particular sensation of a man who has just been told, in the most direct possible terms, that the next step is his to take.

He took it that afternoon.

Evelyn was at Agnes' kitchen table with a stack of papers that turned out to be correspondence for three different families in the village: disputes, requests, letters to county officials that required careful phrasing. He had seen her manage correspondence at the estate, but he had watched it the way you watch household management happen—aware of it as function, not as skill.

He sat across from her without being invited. She looked up.

"What are those?" he said.

She considered whether to answer. Then she said, "The Carney family needs to petition the county about a water rights question. The Beals need someone to write to the land office about a survey error from twelve years ago that's affecting their deed. Miss Harmon wants a letter to the county board requesting formal recognition for the school."

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