“I Married You Because You Were Ugly” — She Walked Away, and the Duke Chased Her to the Mountains

“I Married You Because You Were Ugly” — She Walked Away, and the Duke Chased Her to the Mountains

Chapter 12

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Nathaniel moved to follow her.

"I said I didn't come to speak to you," Margaret said.

He stopped.

"Nathaniel." Evelyn looked at him. It was a request, not a command.

He went to the kitchen. He stood in Agnes' kitchen with Agnes, who was making coffee with the focused attention of a woman removing herself from a situation she would rather be in.

"Your mother's something," Agnes said.

"She is," Nathaniel agreed.

"Question is, what?"

He didn't answer. He was listening.

In the front room, Margaret sat down without being asked. She set her bag on the floor beside her chair. She looked at Evelyn the way she had always looked at Evelyn: the full, comprehensive look that usually preceded a list of deficiencies.

This time, she did not produce the list.

"I have something to tell you," she said. "And I am going to tell it to you plainly, because I have found in sixty-one years that plainness is more efficient than anything else."

"All right," Evelyn said. She sat.

"The morning you left," Margaret said, "I sat in the breakfast room for an hour after everyone else had gone. I sat there because I didn't know where else to go. That is an unusual situation for me. I have always known where to go." She was quiet for a moment. "What my son said to you was wrong."

Evelyn was very still.

"It was wrong, and it was also... I want to say this correctly: it was something I contributed to." Margaret's voice had changed. Not softer, exactly—Margaret did not do soft—but more careful, the way a precise person is careful when precision is costing them something. "I told myself for two years that my concerns about you were about propriety, about the household, about the way things are done. I was not... I was not honest about what they actually were."

"What were they?" Evelyn said.

"Fear," Margaret said. "My son was the only thing I had managed to hold onto correctly, and you were someone who was clearly going to change him." She looked at Evelyn directly. "I did not want him changed, even when the changing was clearly necessary." A pause. "I owe you an apology. I am giving you one. I recognize it doesn't repair anything. I am giving it anyway because it is owed."

The front room was quiet. Evelyn looked at this woman who had cataloged her failures at every breakfast table for two years and said quietly, "I don't blame you for him."

"I know. But I blame myself in part." Margaret looked at her. "He learned from me that women are to be managed. I taught him that by example. His father taught him worse things than that, and I allowed it, and I have had to find a way to live with that." She picked up her bag. She was not staying, clearly. She had come to say one thing and she had said it. "I don't know what you'll decide about your marriage. That is not my business. It should never have been my business, and the fact that I made it my business was the first problem."

She stood. "But I want you to know that if you come back, things will be different. That is a promise, not a request. I am not asking you to return. I am telling you that the house is different now, because I am in it differently." She moved toward the door. "That's all."

She paused with her hand on the doorframe. "You're doing good work up here," she said. "I asked at the creek crossing. They told me things." She didn't elaborate. She went to the kitchen doorway. "Nathaniel, I'm going back."

"I'll ride out with you," he said.

"You'll stay where you are," she said. "You still have work to do." She looked at him with the particular look of a woman who has spent thirty-four years knowing a person and is looking at them now with something new in the knowing. "Don't waste it."

She left. They heard the wagon move off down the mountain road.

Agnes set a coffee cup on the table in front of Evelyn and one in front of Nathaniel and said, "Well." She sat down. "That's a woman who spent a long time getting to something true. Give her credit for getting there."

Evelyn looked at the coffee in front of her. Her hands were wrapped around the cup, and she was very still in the way she was still when she was doing serious interior work. "She didn't have to come," she said finally.

"No," Nathaniel said. "She didn't."

Evelyn looked at him. "Did you know she was coming?"

"No."

She searched his face, found apparently what she needed to find. She looked back at her cup. "I don't know what to do with that," she said.

"You don't have to do anything with it today," Agnes said practically. "Drink your coffee."

Evelyn almost smiled. It was the closest she had come to it in front of him since he'd arrived. He filed it away as the most important thing that had happened in several days.

The twist came from a direction he hadn't anticipated, which was the direction twists usually came from. It was a man named Hargrove—not the Mr. and Mrs. Hargrove who had been guests at his breakfast table on the morning everything broke, but their son, Carter Hargrove, who was twenty-eight and had recently inherited his father's legal practice in the county seat, and apparently had opinions about Whitmore estate business that he'd been developing quietly for some time.

Nathaniel found this out because a letter arrived at Reed's property, forwarded from Alderman's, that informed him in careful legal language that in his absence from the estate, certain questions had arisen regarding the disposition of two parcels of the lower farmland, and that Carter Hargrove was representing the interests of a neighboring landowner who believed those parcels to be in dispute.

He read the letter twice. Then he went to find Evelyn.

She was at the schoolhouse. He waited at the door this time, and she came out when the lesson finished, and he handed her the letter without preamble. She read it. He watched her face as she read.

"Talbot," she said. "Do you know him?"

"Alderman Talbot. He owns the property east of your lower south field." She looked up. "He's been making noise about that boundary for years. I heard him talking at the Caldwell dinner last spring. He thinks your grandfather's original survey was two hundred feet short of the actual creek line."

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